Dubai is very special place for us, not only did we meet there, we got married at St Francis Assisi Catholic Church in Jebel Ali and had our wedding reception at the Jebel Ali Hotel Golf and Spa. From that day 8th May 2008, we gave our hearts and promised that day forward we will never walk alone, our hearts will be our shelter and our arms will be our home, to be true to each other in good times and in bad, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health until death do us part.

When we moved back to the UK to settle, our marriage was tested, our journey to parenthood was not easy at all. Our faith have been tested, we have to believe in dreams, team-work, partnerships, true love and medical knowledge. It ultimately taught us to be patient and take things as they come. We have learnt to trust without any doubt, be brave and face our greatest fears.

As we have both said, the cancer was so unfair. We are the perfect loving couple, how hard we tried to have a baby only to be given devastating news of my husband illness at the same time, we heard that the IVF has been successful. It truly seems unfair and wrong, we see so much evil and wrong happening in the world yet its my husband will die early. I have wonderful amazing husband, a gorgeous baby daughter who fills our heart and joy and yet I am not permitted to be my husband side, showering his love and helping me to raise Beatrice. Honestly it seems so wrong and unfair, yet there is nothing we can do about it. I just have to accept my fate and faith in God.

We live every moment, laugh everyday, love beyond words, kiss each other as often and say I love you as much as we can, we listened intently and we never fails to make things special every single days of our lives.

We take turns being strong for each other in the moment when others feels weak, never fails to say thank you, we try to continue our lives that everything is ok, we think that sense of normality in our lives we would have been sitting around feeling sad and watching TV whilst waiting for the cancer to take control, but as a team, we have been able to keep on going what a team we are

You are my soulmate, my one true love and I know deep down in my heart that we shall meet again and you will be here in spirit by our side showering your love and watching over me and Beatrice. I love you so much xx